Mania

I have been doing so well mentally. I've just been in a good mood. I attribute that all to God. The way he has been working in my life is just been amazing. I love seeing alil the doors he's opening for me. I just can't thank him enough. I titled this blog Mania because that's what's been going on with me. So maybe a month ago, my psychiatrist prescribed me a new medicine for sleep, Mirtazapine. It does work for sleep, I am sleeping better now but this medicine is also an antidepressant. I do have a diagnosis of depression but thanks to God, I haven't really felt depressed too much. I did have one little episode but I got past that. Anyway, the medicine sent me into mania. I guess it's a side-effect, As you know all these mental health medicines have side-effects. So gradually I've been growing more manic. Let me tell you about last weekend. I had my first vending event on Saturday. That went great. I sold some books and networked with some of the women there. That event was fine besides me spending too much. I've been noticing that, I've been online shopping a lot lately buying shit I don't even need. The other reckless thing I've been doing is speeding. I like to drive fast anyway, but after the event, I went to Atlanta to hang out with my friends. I was speeding damn near the whole drive 90 pushing 100! That night was the best time I've had in such a long time. We went to a bar called Boogalou. I danced and partied and drank all night with my friends. We got footage, it'll be in a YouTube video. Nothing bad happened that night so my mania didn't get me into any trouble it was the opposite, I had the time of my life that night. I felt like Wonder Woman, if only I could fly, lol. I'm aware of the mania but I'm not completely in control. The thing about mania is you just feel like you're having the time of your life so you don't think to say I should stop this. So who wins in this case, me or the Mania? Stay tuned to find out!